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I agree for the most part with Demonika over at St. Louis After Dark.

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1. Familiar Bond: This is the bond between a human/otherkin and an animal. Personally i have about 3 familiars and our bond is so strong. Familiar bonds are almost always for forever, but they can be broken.

2. Soul Bond: This bond is when the soul of 2 people bond. This bond has been know to last through many lives and is one of the most common bonds, if not the most common. You can have more then one soul bond.

3. Twin Bond: This is fairly self explanitary, it's the special bond that twins, triplets or whatever share. It lasts a whole life time, sometimes even into death.

4. Blood Bond: This is mostly for sang vampires and you have to be careful with this one. A blood bond is one that you can purposfully make and it will lastt forever. A blood bond is made by 2 people feeding off of one another's blood. You can have more then one blood bond. If you feel like blood bonding with someone i advise that you all have STD tests and make sure that you do want to be bound to this person forever. you may feel like bonding now, but please give it a LOT of thought, it can be a heavy burden. Take it from someone who shares a blood bond with her boyfriend, i feel every emoton he feels and i can never stop thinking about him. Sometimes it can be a burden, but i love every minute of it.

5. Life Bond: This is a very rare bond and it is one that is forever. You can only life bond to one person and it is the person you are absolutly meant to be with. It is the bond between 2 individuals that are meant to stay together forever and it is always accompanied my a soul bond. This is the bond that requires the most responsibility and has a very heavy burden. when one person in a soul bond dies, it is very hard for the other to survive. This bond is at the deepest level of EVERYthing (emotional, mental, physical, soul, ect.) There is no way to make yourself life bond. It is also hard to tell if you have life bound with someone or not. I haven't soul bonded yet, and most people never do. I life bond is almost a hollywood thing in the way that it is formed at first sight of the person you are meant to be with. You prollyy won't notice you have life bound. (damb tricky bond!)

Okay, I went to Guntersville for the powwow hosted by Nick and MaBelle Black Bear. We even had family in from Oklahoma. I am still working on pics but thought I would post a few now.

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I bought a digital camera this morning...early this morning. Then spent a good 3 hours or so clearing out the computer. I came across pics and thought man, where did time go. Of course, others I thought, wow..those were the days. So I took some pics of the kids this morning and thought I would share.

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Now how's this for "cone-shaped tent" living....

I logged into my Myspace and checked out my groups and found someone posted about Mytribalspace. It is like Myspace only for Natives. I looks like it is still quite new but I thought I would spread the word.

http://www.mytribalspace.com

My Tribal Space Profile

My son is so banned from jarethcorvin1. lol. Granted, I doubt jarethcorvin1 truly had anything to do with it, but still. My oldest son needs to get some culture back.

Me: Wanna go camping for a week this summer? .... In Oklahoma?
Him: Nuh uh. I am so not going to make a long trip unless it is by plane. At least it would only take a day to get there instead of 3.
Me: But honey, it doesn't take three days to get there.
Him: Well, still. I am not going camping in Oklahoma.
Me: What if we camped in a tipi?
Him: I so wouldn't last a day in a cone shaped tent. Besides, "TP" sounds like something you wipe your butt with.

*rolls eyes*

The first 5 years of his life he mostly camped on the powwow trail and now he is freaked by a tipi. Where did my child go?

1. Still doing the Wal-Mart thing.

2. Keetoowah's looking to move to Ft. Payne.

3. madfreakj is still in Florida. Missing him greatly at this point.

4. Sunday, I am going to Guntersville to a Powwow put on by my son's father and uncles. Got family coming in from Oklahoma.

5. Not sure about moving to Illinois, but I know I have to move some where. This native is feeling restless.

6. My youngest son has another ear infection and due to all of his chronic ear infections, he may have hearing loss. He has an appointment Tuesday to get his hearing checked.

7. My daughter is entering the Spelling Bee AND wants to enter Bible Drill. This should prove for an interesting few weeks.

8. There is a distubance in the force because my oldest son is actually doing his school work and home work without a fight.

I brought in the New Year in the Wal-Mart smoking room. Yeah for me. Well, not like I had anything else to do. There are only few people that I would want to spend New Year's Eve with and none of them were available...well, except one but he wouldn't last until midnight anyway.

My kids - My 12 year old son went to a party with a friend. (yes adults galore were there) My 10 year old had a sleep over with her best friend. My five year old wouldn't last until midnight.

madfreakj - My first choice of male company only he is in Florida.

jarethcorvin1 - My best friend...who also was in Florida.

midnightmajic - Her hubby was running a fever so they did a quiet family thing.

But last night my mind was obsessed with 2006 and 2007 possibilities. My goal is to get my life on track. Guess I should list my resolutions:

1. Truly think about what I want in life and get my life on track going to it's proper destination.

2. Organize my household and family better.

3. Spoil the kids a bit more.

4. Try to loose at least 60 lbs this year.

5. I would say quit smoking but I am trying to be realistic. I will try to cut back even more than I did this year and maybe in 2007 I will be able to just quit...hehe...hope so anyway.

2005 in review

Started off slow, was glad to see the return of jarethcorvin1 to Huntsville. Was glad to see him. The summer was good especial when spent with jarethcorvin1. I decided to quit home schooling and sent the kids to public school. Around that time I was able to get in touch with my first love...madfreakj. So I would say the best part about the year was talking with him and rebuilding a friendship with him. I started back to work at the beginning of December at Wal-Mart. That was definitely a good move this year. Christmas 2005 was very stressful and wasn't able to decorate much. I hope to make holidays more memorable in 2006 though. (already bought a new x-mas tree...hehe)